I have no regrets at all, from the beginning to the present, and I still cherish it very much

If there is no eternal future, there is no so-called beginning. I have never been tempted by anyone, but because of you, I am very serious. I have never been serious for anyone, but because of you, I love the most. Wish to love you forever, without you.

Think about it, it has been more than half a year. I met her in AU half a year ago. At that time, I already had a fiancée, but I don’t know why I chose the wife on AU without hesitation. I feel that I will be with her forever together. I never felt this way, at that time I was sure that I was really in love with her, I let go of my 3 years relationship with my ex-girlfriend, I chose her.

I have no regrets at all, from the beginning to the present, and I still cherish it very much. I am very careful and careful about her love. I am really afraid that if I am not careful, I will run away. We have known each other for nearly 3 months. At that time, I wanted to see her. I met her on July 2. When I saw her, I was so nervous that I didn’t know it. I was also a stranger at the time, so I was too embarrassed to talk. I remember the mood at that time, I was really happy, and I can’t explain the feeling of being with her. I really found that I love her so much, I think my choice will not be wrong. I deeply felt that time passed so fast at that time. I stayed with her for only 3 days and I was going back to my hometown. At that time, I was very reluctant to leave. After returning home, I am even more sure that she will be my wife for life, and I will be with her for life and life. She will not be disappointed. Staying at home for so long! I miss her very much. I think about her every day and worry about her. Without her, I really eat very little. I really want to have her by my side. Time passed slowly like that, she promised me that she would come to see me on October 1st, do you know how I live every day? I count the dates every day, and the days go by so slowly

On September 20th, she said that she would come early. In fact, my plan was October 1st. I asked why it was earlier, and she said that it was not good for me to come earlier. In fact, I really wanted her to come soon. Come on, it’s hard to watch the date every day. Because it was October 1st, it was very difficult to buy a ticket. She couldn’t buy a ticket, so I said I’ll pick you up there when you buy it. No matter where I know it, even if I go to Shanghai to pick her up, I am willing, but she is also very depressed. She has no choice but to book a plane ticket, and she came by plane, so we are together again. It still feels good to be together. I think everyone knows what it feels like to be with someone you love deeply. Baby, I really love you. She lived here for 10 days, and I couldn’t bear her so much. She told me to pack up my things when I got home, and she would live with me when I sent it. So I reluctantly sent her away, and I knew she wanted to go home very much. At that time, after the National Day, it was difficult to buy tickets. In this way, she was anxious to go home, and she also did it in a car without a seat. I know that she suffers a lot in the car, does my baby know? I would also feel uncomfortable at the time, and I don’t want you to suffer. You know? I’m here to say sorry baby. In this way, we will be separated for another month. Hey, fortunately, it is only a month. On November 1st, I drove to Hefei to meet her. We agreed to go there to meet her mother.

In the car, she told me that my husband must hug me when he sees me. She arrived in Hefei before I did. She waited for me for 7.8 hours. In fact, I wanted to arrive before her and asked me to pick her up. I was worried about her. I was worried about her alone. She was very important to me, but she was still ahead of me Arrived first. She was waiting for me at the station, and I saw her when I was about to arrive at the station. At that time, I felt so comfortable, and finally we could be together. When I got out of the car, I didn’t know whether I was nervous or embarrassed, but I didn’t hug her. Until now, I still regret it. After staying with her mother for 6 days, we returned to my home while we were working on the car. Her mother was very worried about her. I don’t want to let her come, I’m afraid she will suffer, but her mother can’t stop her, I know she has paid a lot with me. We can finally be together every day, so happy, so happy. Holding her and talking to her every day, I feel so comfortable! I thought we would always be together, never be separated, and I would never let her down. I remember what she said , she said husband, I think we will hold each other’s hand when we die, because we are so reluctant. But when she got here, she found that she was not used to it here. Everything has changed, it is really difficult for two people to get together, it is not easy. I don’t want her to live an unhappy life here every day. I think she doesn’t belong here because I love her so much. I just want to make her happy, and I will be happy when she is happy. Every time when she is unhappy, people may not understand that I will be more unhappy than her, and will be more painful than her. I think I should Let her go! Because I love her to the limit, the so-called giving up is also a kind of love.

She was also very reluctant to part with me, she asked me to go with her. But this is impossible, I am a man and a wife. I am the only man in the family. It’s not that I don’t want to go with you, but that I can’t go. You know? My wife, you should understand me. Let her disappear in smoke. My wife is with you. I don’t regret it at all, even if we can’t go to the end together, I won’t regret it. Because I love you, I think it will be forever, I know you have difficulties, and you have told me that you will pay a high price if you want to stay. I just want you to have a good life and be happy every day. I don’t know if I will have a good life if you leave me. I will pray for you every day. Thinking about the fact that we will never see each other again, my heart really hurts. I miss your wife so much. Now I finally understand that sentence, people who love each other can’t be together. I don’t know how I will live in the future. What will I do when I leave you, I am so reluctant, not willing, baby I love you so much, I think you must be very reluctant, but I know you will leave me, I don’t want you to love What price do I pay, I let go, helpless love. It hurts, it hurts! Can you promise me baby? Don’t tell my family when you leave, I will tell them when you leave. I can’t take care of you for the rest of my life. In the days to come, you must take good care of yourself and forget about me! I don’t want you to live in memory every day, so you will be very painful. Really don’t know what should I do. I can not forget you. Why is this so, why. Wife, remember what I said, I love you, I just want to make you happy, make you happy, you know? Now that we are together I dare not say you are mine. Everything about you is mine. I used to say, whatever is yours is mine. Now I dare not say it.