When you meet the right person, you will really change a lot inexplicably because of it

Counting the time, it was someone I met in July of 2015. He always brought me special inspiration and style in life, ranging from writing songs and painting to small things just picked from the orange tree in my hand. A green orange would immediately come up with an idea to give it to him, it couldn’t be simpler. People who have never understood surprises will make a surprise to bring him happiness. People who have always been frizzy begin to learn to consider others delicately, learn to be gentle, considerate to others, and understand others. With these small changes, at a certain moment in the later years, I suddenly felt that I was really different from before. I learned to cherish and take care of others. Although I did not do well along the way, I was still evolving.

When you meet the right person, you will really change a lot inexplicably because of it. Some people have the ability to expand their will, some are young and frivolous and disdain the laughter of the world, they will do a lot of impulsive and stupid things, many unexpected or never dare to think about it Things to do……
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Love, I have always thought that it can only be interpreted as a bloody plot in TV dramas, and then follow the lines of the male and female protagonists and imagine that I am the happy protagonist, but in real life, I can only say and think about it, it is just the development of facts There are many times when you simply can’t control it, just like falling in love with someone, and you don’t know that you will fall in love with him/her at the moment. If two people are in love with each other, it will really be a very special and happy thing, but it just so happens that I am not so lucky.
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It has been more than a year, from the beginning of admonishing myself, to the later evasion, to the current choice to face the inner feelings boldly and truly, but the ending will still make people feel sad, although it is expected, although from I don’t want to get something if I express it, I just want to say it bravely, not hide it in my heart and suffocate myself, but when I saw his reply, the screen paused all morning, I don’t know what to reply, I can’t say The feeling and the tears that can’t be shed, a calm and dilute all emotions, but never feel better. It was the first time I said it seriously, the first time I was rejected by the person I admired seriously, it was this feeling.
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It is not so easy to turn the page. It is too deep in my heart. I am no longer an outsider. I still have to pay off my debts in this life. I only hope that we can always witness each other’s growth and accompany us in this struggle. The years are long, I only hope that the slogan of “buddy” will become a pure buddy in the mouth after a long time.
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I want to say, bless you, my dearest buddy.