I met you at a friend’s wedding, and at first I didn’t have any special feelings, just like all the strangers I meet

I met you at a friend’s wedding, and at first I didn’t have any special feelings, just like all the strangers I meet, faintly.

That evening, I stood at the door with my friends, blowing the warm summer wind, watching you approaching gradually, and hearing from my friends that you are a good person, let me seize the opportunity. I laughed at him at the time and said, “How is that possible?” But I don’t know that this answer is the end of my budding courage.

Yes, it is no longer possible for us. he has married.

Every time I think of that night, I am filled with shock. We hadn’t parted for four months. At that time, we jokingly asked him if he had a girlfriend. His answer was no, but seeing this result was beyond my expectation.

When I met you, I came up with the idea of being together. When I say hello to you on WeChat, but can’t get a response. When I was struggling alone, whether to take the initiative to contact you. When I mustered up the courage and wanted to take the initiative to confess. What did I see, what I saw was your wedding photo. At that moment, should I be glad that I saw it, saw these photos that I should have seen, let go of my small thoughts, and even prevented my secret love from becoming a joke you tell your friends in your spare time.

Every time I think of this scene, I always feel that my life is a failure. No matter how hard I try to grab a love that belongs only to me, it ends up being nothing. Is it because God’s test of me is not over yet? Or my heart is not sincere enough.

Although the sails have not been hoisted, they are moving forward with injuries. The road ahead is boundless, and the direction is always unknown. It’s going with the flow and sticking to yourself.

Letting go is the best interpretation. I let go of all my unattainable dreams and only see Xi Yu as I see them.